Consumed.

"Consumed with what's to transpire."

Sometimes people are so consumed with what's to come, with what might happen that we don't stop to appreciate things that are happening in the present. We think too much. We worry too much. We stress too much. It is our human nature to be curious for what the future holds, but to be so concerned with it that we are consumed, is something completely different. I am consumed. 

The future is a scary place, the very reason I am so concerned with it's outcome. There will always be something waiting for me down the road. I like to be in control of things that I can control, but the not knowing? That's something that I will never be able to control. I am consumed with what's to transpire.