What I want.

“Just because I’m losing, doesn’t mean I’m lost."


I don’t mind a little pain every now and then. Not the physical kind, but the mental? I welcome it. It makes you stronger, it makes you tougher, and it makes what you are working for so much...more. Life is like an obstacle course and when you make it to the end, you lift your hands up in a triumphant glory and you acknowledge the fact that YOU did it. You didn’t take any shortcuts, you didn’t back down, and you persevered. What’s the fun in running a race knowing that you will win? Wouldn’t you want those things?
I know that I want to go out in a blaze of glory, but with that comes those trials. I want the tribulations to arrive, sooner than I can get to them. Why? Because I want the uncertainty that not everything will run smoothly. I want to wonder if I’m going to make it through to the next day. I want it all.
I won’t give up easily and I won’t back down. Bring it on.