Rant.

I apologize if this will be annoying to some, mostly because it's going to be a rant. My irritation level has reached a new all time high. I'll explain further.

The phrase "being undressed by their eyes" and being "eye-fucked" is a common term that you would use when people stare you down. This rant isn't going to be about how "beautiful I think I am" or about being conceited, it's about how disgusting it makes me feel. I feel trashy. I feel like I should go put on a nun's outfit, but honestly I don't think that work. I feel like no matter how much I cover up, I'm still going to be "undressed by eyes". Some girls may look at this and say, "Katie, I wish people did that to me." No, you really don't. You feel like you've lost your virtue that very moment. It's not flattering. It's not funny. It's not something I enjoy.

For example, Ember and I went to Goodwill today and as we were walking through the thrift store looking for nifty things, a mexican man in army capris started following us around. Everytime we would try to move past him, I could feel his eyes on me. I would look at him, and he would blatantly stare. I am not beautiful. I am not sexy. I am not a bombshell. Yet, this guy thought it would be okay to do this. What happened to gentlemen who would hold the door for you WITHOUT expecting a clear view of your ass as you walk by? Maybe it's this town that makes guys think that I would instantly "drop my panties" at the sound of "Damn, girl! You tasty!" No, I'm sorry, that doesn't work for me.