Reasons why I'm exhausted and can't sleep.

My mind races a thousand miles per hour every night before I need to get some shut eye. Usually, I can push back all the thoughts until morning, in which I can re-examine them, however, tonight is different. I hate these nights. They usually happen once a week, and they are so freakin' irritating. I can't even type fast enough to keep up with my train of though. Geesh.

It probably has to do with the fact that I watched a movie to try and "sound me to sleep". Fun fact for all of you out there, falling asleep to the sound of a movie or television is my favorite way to fall asleep. I wake up feeling more rested than ever before, and then curious about how my show/movie ended.

I watched Good Will Hunting for the first time. It's taken me about 3 days to finally finish it, (yes, I am that busy), but I finally did. I have came to two conclusions. The first one being that Ben Affleck has the cutest side smile in the entire world. The second, that it related a lot to a relationship I had a long time ago. Minus the "going to see about a girl" part. He never came after me...obviously, otherwise I wouldn't be sitting here. I'm Skylar. He was Will.

So those are the first couple thoughts on my mind. The next being...I don't want a relationship. Ever. I recant that previous statement. Rephrasing: I don't want a relationship until I'm done living. Does that make sense? I want to experience everything that I want to experience before I'm done living my life, then I'll settle down and maybe pop out a few babies. Being in a relationship right now calls for too much attention, and I refuse to be dragged down. Especially by these things called, "feelings". Annoying.

So, what else is running through my mind? Let's see...
-My astonishment at my typing speed right now
-Him...now that I watched that freakin' movie. Not okay.
-Fright Dome tomorrow night.
-Payday tomorrow and the dividing of expenses
-How much a pastor gets paid a year (don't ask)
-Wondering if my brakes fell off my car again. (Yes, it really IS that big of a POS)
..and how much I am craving Cap'n Crunch right now. Ever since that person asked me that on Formspring, I can't get it out of my head.


So yes, this blog post was completely pointless and badly written, but I thought that typing it all out right now would alleviate some brain space. It might have been successful, but we'll see in a few moments.