Apathy.

If I thought that I could write something interesting right now, I would.
The truth is, nothing critical/interesting/fun has happened in my life lately. I'm in a funk, I suppose.

Nothing has excited me. Nothing has made me happy. Nothing has made me sad. Nothing has really made me feel anything besides apathetic. A long time ago, I wrote about how I wish I could make my feelings disappear. Well, they have. I really haven't felt much of anything in the past few weeks. I haven't been driven to write, or to draw, or to laugh, or anything.

I guess you get the picture. The truth is, when I made that wish, I was beyond sad. It was grief, heartbreak, and loneliness. And now, I can't feel anything. So the conclusion that I'm trying to get to right now, don't make a wish like that. It hurts more than anything to not feel at all.